March 27, 2014.
dlsfjdsaljflds. That's how I feel right now. I'm so tired but I've still got work to do... can you imagine? I'm a SECOND SEMESTER SENIOR. What is work, anyways? That's the thing though - I've had this whole expectation all along that senior year gets really easy after Christmas break. I know I'll still have to do work, but it seems like too much. Plus, it's not only that I have little motivation to do it, it's also the fact that I feel like there are many more important things to do. Like...sleep. And spend time with family, friends, and with oneself. I want to go out on a nature hike, go for a walk at the beach, go into the city and just spend a whole day there - maybe even stay over. It's as if I'm a young woman in her 20's - right around that time where people are looking for life partners, yet I'm stuck in this teenager's body. It just feels as if there's this greater good that I'm missing out on. I know it's out there and I can certainly feel it, but when I do get that glimmer of hope I want all of it. Homework just seems dull and irrelevant. Senioritis at its best.